Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in Maggie's LiveJournal:

Friday, August 10th, 2001
9:07 pm	today was....meaningless there is this guy, sean, on another diary site and he is really really good looking and he is a beautiful writer and he is emo, one of 2 i know. i read one of his later posts today and i'm in love, he described his perfect girl, i'm that, without trying, i am pretty much, and when i think about it he's my perfect guy, i whish we could meet, we are alot alike. god,......i love chris....ihaven't talked to him in days.....nathan is at megan's house, hmmm wonder what they're doing(god i hate her).....jeff isn't home..... LIFE ISN'T FAIR!!!! whenever i find a guy that i really really like, that might have interest in me, someone way more beautiful and popular than me steals him away, like nathan, everyone knew we liked each other and they always tried to hook us up, i kissed him at the blink 182 concert! but he didn't want to go out w/ me because he wanted to find out what megan wanted to do w/ him, now megan finds out that i like him and she asks him out, i cried when chelsie told me today that nathan was going to megan's tonight, HE THINKS I'M BEAUTIFUL! no one else does, it's not fair. Then their is chris, he has a new girlfriend, i dumped lucas to be with chris, and he goes and gets a girlfriend, he used to say i was pretty everyonce in a while, i don't know if he meant it, josh thinks i'm beautiful but he's so much like a brother to me, it's weird. I NEED A GUY TO THINK I'M BEAUTIFUL!!!! and to not like megan, or candice....tears are forming i need to go. Current Mood: rejected Current Music: diary of a lonely boy-blink 182 (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 9th, 2001
11:59 pm	bla today was....bla my dad got off house arrest so now i can sort of have a life but he was working on the suburban all day so i couldn't go anywhere, except i did get my school supplies at like 6:30, there were some extreme hotties at target.....haha. I'm not boycrazy i'm just aware of them. I didn't talk to josh or chris today, waa. Jeff asked me to go on a date w/ him sometime, i said ok of course, i'm practically giddy, vady vady scady. NE way im tired, its midnight, my dad's gonna be in here in a sec to bitch me off the computer so night all. Current Mood: cold Current Music: fat lip-sum 41 (Comment on this)
Friday, August 3rd, 2001
1:54 pm	I HATE MY LIFE!!!!! Today has so far SUCKED A BIG ONE so did last night, lets start off with last night, my soon to be boyfriend(it was like we were ingaged and going out woud be getting married ya know)came home from camp, i had sent him an email the day before just to say hi i'm bored i miss you alot i love you alot bla bla. Well he replied last night so at first i was completely ecstatic then i read the email, he found a new girlfriend at camp. She is 3 years younger than him but i can't say anything about that cuz i dated 2 different guys that were 3 years older than me. NE wayz i was thinkin' ok well hopefully she lives far away so he won't see her, WRONG she lives 10 minutes from his mom's house, and his dad and stepmom already met her and like her, but his mom hasn't. God i just broke up with my boyfriend to go out with him too! I had been goin' out with Lucas for 3 months and i broke it off like a week and a half ago because chris said he wanted to go out with me. I HATE MY LIFE! This sucks so much, i cried last night for like an hour and then wrote 2 songs while watching the greenday behind the music at like midnight. I have no friends to offer me advice because all together they've all had like 4 boyfriends in their lives and they only lasted like a week each! I hate love, love sucks, i need a boyfriend that's taller than me, really cute(i haven't had many of those), really sweet, able to see me ALOT, and won't decide to like me then not like me then like me then not like me!! Ya know what, besides the last part, that completely describes chris!!!! God! Ya know if i would have gone out w/ him i would be soooo popular i dont wanna be popular just so ican be all preppy i want to so i can be respected by those cheerleader bitches. Ugh i hate my life so much right now, and i want my teeto muffin back(i know gay nickname its sorta an inside thing)!!!! Now today, so far chris called me and all he talked about was hoochie(that's what i'm calling her from now on) and how great camp was, pretty much rubbing in my face that my mother is SATAN! Current Mood: crushed Current Music: "choke"-Kittie (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 2nd, 2001
9:12 pm	hola como estas hello my name is maggie and i'm an alchoholic, no just kidding ah ha ha ha.....yeah ok nevermind. I'm new at this so someone email me or befriend me! ok well that's it for now love all. chowder Current Mood: bored Current Music: dave matthews band, "Everyday" (Comment on this)